1. NYE

    What is your New Years resolution?

  2. Rentinggg

    I can’t decide which is worse:

    Terrible, dirty, disgusting neighbors?

    OR

    Rude, disrespectful, no-help apartment managers?

    AHHHH

  3. WHAT DID I DO TO YOU?!

  4. BucketList 4

    Own a MacBook.

    Because they own my Sony Vaio. That’s it.

  5. "You gotta be able to smile through all this bullshit."
    Tupac
  6. Why the Fuck

    Do people act like it is too hard to just be nice?!

    Really,

    Its not that difficult.

    I do it every single day.

  7. "Reality is wrong. Dreams are for real."
    Tupac
  8. "An apology can fix everything."
  9. Frustrated!

    When will the day come

    When we can live with

    no regrets?

    no pain?

    no mistakes?

    no hate?

    —SC

  10. My cute Kokomo

    My cute Kokomo

  11. New Kind Of Beauty

    She walks alone

    Through the beauty of darkness

    Through fallen stars

    Through crooked trees.

    She hears whispers

    From her wrecked past

    Begging for her to remain here.

    She forges ahead

    Through the tangled brush

    Curious for what she may find

    And for what lies beyond this hateful forest.

    She bursts through the edge

    And there appears a new kind of beauty

    Unrecognizable to her.

    The sun trickles down

    Wrapping her cold heart in its shine.

    Her broken spirit is renewed

    And her lost hope is restored.

    A new will to live

    Coarses through her petite frame

    She feels freedom

    And finally desire for life.

    A beautiful life

    That she has yet to experience.

    —SC

  12. "Turns out I don’t really love you at all because love would find forgiveness."
    Paper Route
  13. It’s Not Love

    He speaks.

             I obey.

    He stands.

             I bow.

    He hits.

             I fall.

    He kicks.

             I cry.

    He says I’m worthless.

    He says I’m ugly.

    He says I’m garbage.

    I listen.

    I believe.

    I sink.

    My heart says he loves.

    My heart says I love him.

    Is this really love?

    —SC

    I’ve seen too many amazing people go through this violence. They are hurt every single day and convince themselves that it truly is love for fear of what will happen if they escape.

    I have never had an extremely abusive relationship. I’ve been hit out of rage or anger but never repeatedly like a lot women. Mostly, I have dealt with emotional and verbal abuse which leaves scars, too, even though people don’t believe that it does. Hearing someone say they love you then call you ugly and worthless is something that you lug around for years. Your friends can tell you all day long that he doesn’t treat you right, but ultimately it’s up to you to save yourself from an abusive situtation.

    No woman (or man) deserves to be hit or yelled at for any reason by someone who “loves” them. If it does come to that, then obviously it isn’t love. It’s so hard to admit it, but in the end when you are freed from the abuse, life will finally begin for you.    

  14. Lost

    Where are we?

    Hell if I know
    Finding myself
    Lost
    Is beautiful
    As long as I’m
    With you


    —SC

  15. "Ooh you throw cupcakes like a bad girl."
    Dane Cook

About me

I am 21. But still feel like a kid.
I am lonely. But have amazing friends.
I am forgiving. But I've been hurt too much.
I am lost. But I think I've found a way.

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